Okay, so I am realizing that I just don't blog a whole lot now that I'm not on vacation. Side note: the kids have repeatedly asked if we are going on that 'really long vacation' again next summer. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? They need to be taught the meaning of the phrase 'once in a lifetime'. We did make a cool Shutterfly book with the whole summer in it...we look at it a lot, that's enough vacation for me!
Anyway, I'm not a good blogger anymore but will hopefully have some 'blog worthy' news soon. Tomorrow is October and that is the month I have anxiously been awaiting! I know she won't be born until late October but there is still something nice about being able to say 'my baby is due THIS MONTH'. I'm ready for it...but I'm SO not ready for it.
I'm in that stage of pregnancy where I just can't stand to be pregnant one more day but as soon as I think about having the baby I panic and realize that I don't really want to do this! (I know, information that would have been helpful in January...) I just can't make up my mind...I know, there really isn't any decision to be made...we ARE having a baby...but you know what I mean. One minute I am READY, let's get this party started...I want to have the baby today! I can't take it one more day, pregnancy is the worst. The next minute, PANIC, I'm NOT ready for the baby. I have a million things to do and really, as tough as it is to be pregnant it is kind of easier to just leave her in there. This morning I overslept big time. I woke up and was positive it would be chaos...but I don't think the kids noticed. At all. They had finished breakfast and were getting dressed/packing lunches. Katherine and Tyler had even helped Aaron get a bowl of cereal and had traded his nighttime undies for his daytime ones. I was basically not needed. Oh how that will change so very quickly, square one here I come! But really, it will be awesome to meet her and snuggle...is there anything better than a brand new baby sleeping on you? I'm just a circus...pick an emotion and within 5 minutes I will probably get there ;-)
Okey dokey, I will stop this rambling and try to make something of this day. I want to just go back to bed...and chances are high that a nap will occur today...but I don't have anywhere I HAVE to go so I'm going to try to get some stuff done today. Seriously, nobody has organized our shoes or alphabetized our recipes or any of that vital stuff since we moved in...it really must be done, we can't bring a new baby home to such chaos.
Have a wonderful day, thanks for riding the roller coaster with me this morning.
WOW! How did I miss this?? Somehow, I had no idea you're pregnant!! I've been thinking for the longest that we need to get together and now when we finally do we'll get to meet your newest one! I actually almost called you a few weekends ago to invite ourselves over the next day :) It's been to long!
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